So as of late with the pandemic and everything like with everyone else, my business has suffered severely. And on top of that A lot of my peers seemed to have done pretty well.
This has only reinforced my doubt in everything that I do, especially when it comes to my art. It doesn’t feel like things are progressing and I’ve tried various approaches to perhaps fixing my situation and nothing has paid off.
I can’t help but feel like throwing in the towel, cause everything I’ve tried to push or decisions I have made have all turned up nothing.
Im finding it very hard to justify doing art as a career anymore, just thinking perhaps I don’t have what it takes to make it in this industry and lord knows I’ve fought tooth and nail to make things happen.
So I’m seriously considering letting it go. Just feels like no matter what I try to do it in the end, ends up leading no where. I don’t know what to do and honestly I don’t expect anyone to respond to this but just figured I’d put it writing somewhere.
For those that supported me and followed me from day one I appreciate y’all. Not sure what I’ll do next, but I can’t see my art taking me anywhere, and I need to start making some proper money if intend to do this for a living. Ayt let me end this there, and thank u all once again.
-Conz